Thursday, June 29, 2006


Kaka and Celico, who will live in Italy, have been together since meeting nearly three years ago in Brazil, when the bride was 16. Celico finished high school this year, and plans to earn a business degree at a university in Milan. Celico wore a Christian Dior dress, while Kaka -- whose real name is Ricardo Izecson Santos Leite -- was in a Giorgio Armani suit. The couple will honeymoon at an undisclosed location outside Brazil


im in love with this guy.


is he adorable or what????

Saturday, June 24, 2006

i forgot smthg extremely imp!!! this website- http://www.msn.com.hk/adidassg/Default.asp. i have to 'put' it somewhere safe so i can keep on watching it after wc ends too. hope it nvr does and tt kaka plays in every match. btw, tts the adidas ad website. its at the bottom of msn chat windows. and i know sindhuja's gonna be at tt website all the time. oh. kakas the one in yellow. the best looking one. lampards the hot one.

and yellow on behalf of brazil, which is also =s to KAKA!!



dhurr. fucked up blogger stole 2 photos of kaka!!! yes. kaka. this entrys all abt kaka. well nt exactly. lemme post some kaka first so the entr looks better.

wowwww. now it looks a hell lot better. i dont feel like blogging anymore.just wanna stare. ehh. ill blog another time. kakas too hot. and im excited [di!! our version?] cos i put qt a few of kakas pics in my phone. n got new songs in them too.

sch starts on mon. and im excited. cos once it starts, its a hell lot more stress, tears, hatred, scoldings and late night calls!! and the dreaded os wld end soon. Inshallah. And 16th nov06 wld be one day ill rmb ((: ill leave w one more pic cos one aint enough.


ehhhh. how come tt photo went to the top? nvm. anyway, tts a few in one. yayyy. okay, im out!!!

blue for kaka and lampard. ((: lampard looks hot in red!






Wednesday, June 21, 2006

me and me pettiness. but then again, ek haat e tali baaje na. so obv the other party was at fault too.

what happened was tt, we were standing at the bus stop outside sch. n i dunno what we were observing n i made my usual jokes and beans went "sarah, maybe u shldnt talk". and i replied back "then u guys wont be laughing half as much". and then they said tt in fact, they laughed even more when i left the library yesterday.

im so petty and immature. but sometimes, some stuff might not be meant in an entirely serious way but obv does hv some meaning in them and they do hurt. and well yest, one of them also said its hard tosympathize w me cos im kinda big. i think tt was really mean and offensive. and i do admit im petty, but tt nvm. jani na. so im sure those people are having loads of fun without me arnd. laughing their asses off. good for them. and the only time they requested me to tag along was when they realized tt they wont be able to eat at pizza hut. hmm. wtv. ami khali khali ulta palta janish kori ar boli. but its true.

ok. so hem accepted my request. he was online on sunday. awesome. i was on cloud 47 when i realized.

and i kinda take back wtv i wrote in my previous entry. so glad i didnt go for the chalet. no 1- chalet doesnt even look like a chalet. it looks like some rundown house. no 2- its beside the haunted old changi hospital. the chalet pple visited it in the daytime n it was freaky then even. ugh. n the tois were gross. or so i heard. ok, gtg study. how fun.


abdulbijur says:
ur di says in this pic you look like the aashique banaya girl


and because of that, i had the weirdest dream./ but it was nice ((:


bbq this sat again. and bhaiyas bday party the next. dress-up!!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i seriously need to update my blog. hell lotta things to say! cant do so now tho cos mums telling me to go hv dinner now so i can start studying at eight. when i only returned from sch at what, 1830. but i guess i dont mind. very satisfied n pleased w today. i like physics!

Saturday, June 17, 2006

i kinda realised how childish and immature and petty i can be at times. okay. i take back childish and immature. but petty, yes, that i am. ughh. i disgust myself sometimes. okkay. gtg study.

sorry about my previous post. it started off on a really bitchy note, but thats how ive been since wedesday. when im pissed with someone, i tend to take it out on everyone. which is a realld bad thing i admit. which is why i concluded that i hv to marry a guy who's an only child/has no sisters. eee. no choices left. tho someone fits this "qualities" perfectly ((: okkkay. something actually made me smile. i havent cried so much in 2 days for a long time and it feels good and bad as well to cry.

alrite, let me go back to that original form. theyre all having fun. really. bbq tonite, and obv thats fun. whether it bbqing or eating, its just fun when the fun people are there. which is prob why they decided not to bother when i didnt go. shaheen mama called. and i didnt even bother saying hello. i dont want to. piece of shit. this sucks. dysfunctional family. family supposedly stands for 'father and mother i love u'. MY ASS! then my spelling of family is actually fomihu. im so pissed. other normal people, even who do badly and hv concerned parents, dont get this kind of treatment.
it all started cos i went out one bloody day during the whole of the fucked up june hols. i went out one day! and its not like i didnt study at all. wednesday-3am was the brazil match. so i stayed up till 3 doing physics-moments. then i watched the match. slept/smsed during half time. then i watched the second half. match ended at abt 5 if im not wrong. anyway, i stayed up another 40 mins doing emath. then i cldnt take it any longer and fell asleep. woke up at 0915. bathed. had breakfast while studying. then i completed emath and did some geog n chem before i actually started getting ready to go out. so i left at 1245[15 mins after the actual time i was supposed to leave] and came back at 1745. 5 hours aint a lot when 3/2 hours or so was spent on travelling. then i came back and studied again okay. for an hour. went to shayonis place for dinner after maghrib. and came back n studied. and the bastard was fucking pissed. screw eveyrone. and now shes shouting again. FUCK.

sorry about my previous post. it started off on a really bitchy note, but thats how ive been since wedesday. when im pissed with someone, i tend to take it out on everyone. which is a realld bad thing i admit. which is why i concluded that i hv to marry a guy who's an only child/has no sisters. eee. no choices left. tho someone fits this "qualities" perfectly ((: okkkay. something actually made me smile. i havent cried so much in 2 days for a long time and it feels good and bad as well to cry.

alrite, let me go back to that original form. theyre all having fun. really. bbq tonite, and obv thats fun. whether it bbqing or eating, its just fun when the fun people are there. which is prob why they decided not to bother when i didnt go. shaheen mama called. and i didnt even bother saying hello. i dont want to. piece of shit. this sucks. dysfunctional family. family supposedly stands for 'father and mother i love u'. MY ASS! then my spelling of family is actually fomihu. im so pissed. other normal people, even who do badly and hv concerned parents, dont get this kind of treatment.
it all started cos i went out one bloody day during the whole of the fucked up june hols. i went out one day! and its not like i didnt study at all. wednesday-3am was the brazil match. so i stayed up till 3 doing physics-moments. then i watched the match. slept/smsed during half time. then i watched the second half. match ended at abt 5 if im not wrong. anyway, i stayed up another 40 mins doing emath. then i cldnt take it any longer and fell asleep. woke up at 0915. bathed. had breakfast while studying. then i completed emath and did some geog n chem before i actually started getting ready to go out. so i left at 1245[15 mins after the actual time i was supposed to leave] and came back at 1745. 5 hours aint a lot when 3/2 hours or so was spent on travelling. then i came back and studied again okay. for an hour. went to shayonis place for dinner after maghrib. and came back n studied. and the bastard was fucking pissed. screw eveyrone. and now shes shouting again. FUCK.

Friday, June 16, 2006

screw the whatever i had planned to write about. im REALLY pissed now. extremely. my uncles and aunties and whoever might claim they care about me. but if they really did, they wldnt have taken/hired the chalet this year when theyve been planning it for the past 2 years and not talked about it at all this year. disappointed. screwed up, really. everyone is going, except me mum and dad. which just simply means this weekends gonna be seriously fucked up. cos neither of us are on talking terms since the one day in the whole of june hols that i went out. fuck. mum and i talk, but its minimal. and when they talk, its basically screaming. im sick of this. i really really hate myself. i was pretty smart in primary sch and i just get dumber day by day. dad also said that last yr. that people get smarter day by day, when they learn newer things. and i am just a hopeless case. piece of turd. and cos of me, my mum also cant go. ughhhhhh. can some stupid drunk driver come knock me down while im on the road. shall jaywalk more often. but then again, i havent done enough good deeds to get me into heaven. dhurr. life can be such a beach and bitch. di said she has a feeling ill do really well for olevels. thank you. Allah jeno tumar feeling ke shotti kore. but no, it wont happen. i know it. i screw up majopr exams. except tt after comign to sec3, i mess up everything. major exams are no exception. once again, piece of u know what. enough whining! thats the only thing im good at. and being mean. grrr.

england. finally won. 2-0. yayy. against trinindad and tobego. finally they scored their own goals. the commentator was saying that too. i realised lampard looks lke he's got no eyes. theyre too dug inside, you know. but he's still goodlooking. but KAKA reigns. kaka is cute! boyish good, no great, looks! saved a couple of pics of him. i hope to find more. in addition, he's the one who led brazil to their 1-0 win against uhm croatia. yeah. so i want a kaka jersey. fake! a shirt for 75 plus is way too much. but obv football fanatics wont think that way. i shant go into that cos it might spark off another misunderstandings and over the past 2 days, there has already been a no of them and i really dont fancy more.

dono samjhe nahin thi, woh jo hone lagaa tha. random line, from pyaar ki ek kahani. krrish is out in theatres alr. is it kkrish of krrish? dunno. same thing. ughhhhh. im still angry [refer to my first paragraph]

i love orkut! even tho hem hasnt scrapped.okay, i know no one believes its hem. frankly, i wont either if any of my friends told me they know hem thru a friend community. cos anyone can create an account n blah blah. u know. but. ooof. i dont feel like explaining. my visions blurred again. yeah, guess.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

lalala. i wanted to blog or update. okay, blog but now my moods totally spoilt. nvm, ill uhm, point kore lekhi what i gotta say.

  • hem! number 1 on the list
  • uhm, kaka? he's cute. thanks prabs
  • oh. we'll go bowling tmr so abt tt [hopefully the catiness subsides by then]
  • the lit seminar!

ai yah. im sure theres lots more. okay, gtg mug.

gosh. catiness. lalala. we can be such bitches and then the bestest of friends or long lost sisters in 2 mins time. wtv. tts what makes the relationship so special. goodnight didds. cos i suppose u'll read it some night.

Saturday, June 10, 2006

i found him! i found him. i really did. and i cant type now n i cant sit and omg. omgomgomg. i cant believe it.i really did find him. how amzing is it. i need to scream. i hv to!!!!! i found hem. no ones gonna believe it except di. but findg hem is kinda really unbelieveable. spelling wrong. wtv. hem hemhem he. raat e ghum ashbe na. hem

Saturday, June 03, 2006

chahe tum kuch na kaho, maine sun liya
ke saathi pyaar ka,
mujhe chun liya, chun liya
maine sun liya
nice lyrics. sharib and his partner sang that song yesterday. listening to laDki kyon [sindhuja,d]. so. yesterday. thats what im here to blog about.
school- was pretty fun. yup. geog was draggy but with friends i guess it was fun. sinds and i were trying very hard to pay attention at first [c'mon. industries. HOW interesting] anyway, sinds is SUCH a kid. she actually fought with me over her pen. i wanted to use the cheapskate pen and then she started fighting. what a kid. and highlighter niye o shei maramari koreche. and she claims she's not a kid. yeah right. so yeah. wtv. dead man's land. ROFL. we were playing hangman n instead of no mans land, she made blanks for no mans land. then i wrote laRki kyon. not D. so we laughed a lot again. and then tri. hahahahahhahahaa. hers is the funniest. she thought it was dead man sailing, instead of dead man walking. rofl. such a triveni. oh no!!! tribeni. stupid bowling woman was SERIOUSLY deaf. tarpor.
okay. bhuva and me. we're nutcases anyway.
went to macs for lunch. tanglin mall. omg. the babies, every single one we saw were ADORABLE. super cute. u get it right? ato shundor bacha. mashallah. i wish those were my kids. couple of kalo chamras too. who supposedly. nvm, they didnt do anything. they were like really big. yeah. but im not scared of them. koto shahosh. di and shuvo shld totally read tt part. im brave okay. its only cats.
we decided to walk back from tanglin cos we felt bad abt eating so much. i had a big mac mean. felt huge after tt. so, we walked. some crescentians laughed at us from the bus. it was tt dumbass girl who wailed. anyway, we were walking right. yeah.
oof. im lazy.
and then we uhm, walked into that realy quiet and fucking rich elaka and started making a lotta noise. the gates of the first house, no, mansion, were open. there was a beef bag inside. which implies that the guy who lives there is hot! i was really interested in that mansion. moving on. omg. the guards. i rather call them policemen. 2 of them. actually, its them that interested boovs n me to go tt to elaka. the mansion they were guarding was WOW! we just gaped. we really did. impressive. and the houses and cars just kept getting better as we moved on. i was/am jealous! oh! one of those mansions prob belonged to indians. mustafa bags.
im coming back later to blog. i think my parents are back.