hey! blogger has a new look? cool! and then u have to sign in using your google account. everythings changing for the new year. except me. im still the fat neglected cow. yeah, cow. the newest form of me. im pretty much convinced i resemble a cow. i know my ugly friends will make witty comments.ugly sindhuja is so bothered about the dedications. and therefore i shant write any yet. its so hard to write dedications without any "inspirations". and im sure all of them know im not one who lies. yeah right! i cant fakely compliment people. precisely why i didnt compliment vijay and her ugly pictures and why im not too eager on going to her party tmr. i was itching to tell her how un-hot she looked in her tube top.ugly right eye's twitching. one of the muscles are are smthg. bhaiya told us. forgot. duh! they have weird names for the simplest stuff. the last week of 2006. im growing old. gonna be 17 in about 10 months time. damn. its about time i start thinking abt which career path[thik na? ami jani na what its called] i wanna take. arghh. mum says since i like maths and physics now ill end up becoming an engineer. eeeeeeee. but i dont mind if its something like maemi's stuff. vanessa's song! dont talk, dont tell ur friendsa about us. stupid girl. shes such a praba and sindhuja in hsm and such a fake s*** in real life. never underestimate a girl isnt half as bad though. im so random.oh sindhuja, it wasnt only that that made me happy that day. that day went by really fine. thats why i was so happy. im not that much of a loser. once again, i look damn shitty in my eid clothes. ill be the ugly duckling AGAIN. so sick of being the ugliest one of the girls. mane, amar, shayoni-r, novera-r, di and imi apu r moddhe. uhmm.i threw away a lot of my books today. i felt really bad when doing so. i really wanted to keep my just du it and the emath fat yellow booklet. i wldve kept the emath one, but i realised i prob wont hv time in jc. hey! im a jc student. im beaming. no im not. im still annoyed. time for some eye candy. mark dennis gonzalez hoffman today. not kaka. however, that does not mean ive forgotten who ricardo izecson dos santos leite is. stupid blogger. obviously mark gonzalez is too cute for them to upload.WHY THE HELL AM I LISTENING TO MALAY SONGS?! haha. i was typing and so engrossed in this and bangla typing that i didnt realise i was listening to malay songs. rofl. dont ask me how i got malay songs here. i really dont know.dhoom again and ....dhoom songs are nice. and hrithik looks really good in dil laga na. 6 pac! that pac is spelt without a k right? i dunno. i always thought so.now im pretty angry. everyone thinks im something. that i get angry and jealous at the slightest things. when im angry, i sulk and dont talk to people. and when im jealous, i announce it that i am jealous. shant go into the details. might create a misunderstanding. dammit. my fingers and neck hurts. i have been online practically the whole day. and its only 10.59. and i would be online till 3 plus today. cos io wasnt online at night for the past 23480 days. if ive lived that long. lemme calculate. 23480 divided by 365 equals to 64.32. oh no. im only 16 plus. as if only! im a buri. old fart!maybe i should go now. im feeling so pathetic i just listened to the as-adorable-as-my-ass zac efron sing. bye!
since no one actually comes to my blog, i can post smthg. which im qt happy abt. and no one can judge me cos no one really reads. while chatting with one of my friends online yesterday, *it* actually said im a really good friend. okay. i came here only to say this. cheapp right? now sinds n beans wil say dry. if they come here, ie.
ignore the previous post. sorry. kanchana just told me she insisted on seeing them. sorry di.
im so pissed. really. i thought i'd write a dedication now, but im too angry to. di already showed my stupid pic to her friend. doesnt matter who, but she knew i was not happy about how the pics turned out and how i looked yesterday. [yesterday was shayoni's bday celebrations. di n i both wore saris. and i looked like a freak. and i mean it. triangular hair. and also a bad hair day. sumo-wrestler sized body. shitty face. correction, horse-shit like face. u need more reasons?] and et she showed it. i think i told her to delete my pics and cut me out from the pics of us tog so she can put hers up somewhere. but she didnt. oh well. Allah gave me an ugly face. at least i have a proper face with no defects. but there are more defects in me actually. im thankful for all that. but im still extremely angry. really. onek onek onek angry.
pieces of shit! i feel like listening to din gelo and the pos computer refuses to read the first song of the cd. what nonsense. no special reason for wanting to listen to din gelo.so, its shayoni's seventh birthday today. she's growing up so fast. poor her. the psle and olevel n all other hellish stuff are coming. shuvo and dip arrived today. shuvo's already getting on my nerves. not a good thing cos i alr snapped at him twice today. ruch left for india today. for good. im gonna miss seeing that ugly chicken around in school. haha. bhaiya's exams end tmr. im so glad it does. he deserves a break. doctors have to be the most unselfish people arnd. i wont wanna spend like dunno how many years of my life studying medicine. seriously! i look at bhaiya's books and wonder how he rmbs the stuff and names of dunno whats. they dont even look like english. this word-hrfnenkanlero- prob does mean smthg in the medical word. ugh. wtv. sinds wants to study medicine. all i have to say is, good luck. ull need it. di's got 2 job interviews today. co sool! i hope she gets the one she wants. uhm, duh. i got 60 from dad, and mums nets card. money from dad to buy a gift for mum on behalf of him. card from mum to buy a wallet for dad on behalf of mum, for their 23rd anniversary. tts tmr,9th. co sool. gonna buy a cake too. im so excited. i feel so responsible and old. oh. my parents do not know[i think, and seriously hope] tt i took money from them oof. u know what i mean. n if u dont, its okay, cos no one reads the entries. you know kaka. like duh u know kaka. if u dont, u ought to be kicked and whipped. anyway, how did he become SO goodlooking? i dont understand. actually, i dont need to understand. Allah made some really good eye candy and so i should thank Him and just enjoy the eye candy. and yes, i am enjoying it. oooh! kaka's so sweet[not literally]!! he wrote a song for carol on their wedding. and he even recorded himself singing it. n the church choir sang the song on their wedding. lucky carol. hmph. some people just have ALL the luck.i miss bd so much!! i need to sleep, but dont feel like sleeping. last night was really fun. friends came over, and we made each other up. me, sinds, tri and ayesha. beans n praba left earlier on. okay. every window is being a piece of really bad stinky diarrhoea shit now. so ill publish this and go do smthg abt the shit. byeee. and goodnight.
