Wednesday, June 29, 2005

special!

okay. this is a special entry. just for bhaiya. it's his birthday tomorrow and i dun think i can come online tmr cos ive got choir n relatives are coming over at night. so im doing this now.
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
well. happy 20th birthday!!! all the best in life and may Allah grant you all your wishes and give you a long healthy life ahead. oh! and tt u become a great bodybuilder. and win a lifetimes supply of creatine(?) and green tea and entry to any gym.
thanks for basically everything tt you've done for me. like all your help and encouragement and support. for "bailing" me out of trouble a lotta times, esp since sec 1. i really appreciate all that you've done for me this yr, during tt time when there was a misunderstanding. and also the time in secondary 1, when i got into trouble with my bangla sch classmate. you've been gr8, and i know you'd continue getting better with each passing day. and for being such a good role model. brains, looks, attitude and all [though sometimes all your perfect stuff annoys me cos pple tend to compare me to you. you know who they are, but dunno who they exactly are] really admire you for like the talent you've got. you're like so perfect at times. you got like accepted into like thousands of colleges, got an extremely prestigious scholarship, even got into like (wont say. smthg in sg tt mum wants u to study). and like, you're good in everything!!! sports too. and you're also popular. prom king of rj. it feels so good t boast abt you to my frens, cos I know my brother is extra-ordinary. well, i think so even if no one does. what else? you've done a lot of things but right now i dun rmb anyting else.
and well, its gonna be really different when you leave for ur studies next year. soemtimes i wishh you'd go [yes. sry for the hurtful truth] but sometimes i really wish you;d just stay and study here. but you know better, and i guess it wld indeed be better for you to go there and study. more convenient ;D. gonna really really miss ya. but another yr for tt, so we shld cherish the time with u now. what else??? i s-uck at writing these kinda stuff. its the best i cld manage. sorry. take care!! and happy birthday. have a gr8 day ahead!!! go out and partyy. sad tt ns screwed up the day for u. love ya!!
i know this entry seems cheesy. sorry abt tt. but i mean everything i say and im glad i wrote it all. hope bhaiya reads this. k then. to my msn space now!!

Thursday, June 23, 2005

heyyy there

heyyyyyyy.

k sry. i know ive been neglecting this blog for qt some time. but like nowadays, my computer behaves like moshoor and also cos i like my space better. ill only add additional info here, those tt i dun write in my space. but now theres nth i dun write in my space. ive even declared tt i dun like anyone. so just bound over to my space. the link can be found on the previous entry in saaqi. sorry kay? im sleepy and tired. and i wanna mug a little b4 sleeping cos i might be gg out tmr. luv ya pple! bye!!! tc!! *hUgz*

Sunday, June 12, 2005

allo there!

hey there!!

back here after a long time huh? cos i got an MSN Space and i update that more frequently than this. but i've been neglecting that for quite some time too. i've got the time[i think] but sometimes i dont feel like updating or there's nothing to write abt! as if! i've got so much to say! i never run out of things to say. maybe i do,once in a while. but tts only sometimes. like when i totally zonk out. like after the first ccr. wow! i seem to like ndp reharsals a lot huh? yup! i cant wait for the 18th. at the padang! wonder how its gonna be like. btw, whats the exact spelling of reharsal? i always like,get it wrong or smthg. and i cant be bothered to check the dictionary. what a lazy pig. hmm. go check out my MSN Space at http://spaces.msn.com/members/saaqi09/. yup. i dunno if its interesting. maybe only if you know who im talking abt.

oh!im supposed to practise paragraphing my entries. gebss told me to. cos i wrote one whole big chunk of junk. hey! tt sounded nice. chunk of junk. but it reminds me of tune. like "chunks in olive oil" or whatever la. hmm. what else? i seem like to the "name" saaqi a lot. wonder why. ahaha. woh sharabi kya sharabi jo nashe mein na raahe. speaking of which, i was at di's house yesterday, and we tried choreographing steps for dhoom and saaqi to dance at imi apu's wedding. but we gave up cos the song's like abt sharab and it's a muislim wedding and we'd also have to wear clothes which we're not comfy in. so we settled for dola re dola cos the steps are choreographed. and im paro and di's chondromukhi. yeah. so ill just hv to learnt he steps. so far so good la. i like it. at least its the kind we'd nomally dance to. but the song is like, two women fighting for the same guy. argh!! i wont want di ever casting any nazar on kk or third or any guy i like. and she cant! cos theyre younger! muahahahahah! okkok. enough for now. ill go bathe.sigh. life really sucks. like it sthe hols and i cant go out. how miserable. and im growing more and more "rebellious" day by day. ahh heck la. not l;ike anyone cares. ok. i stink now. better go bathe. tc! and yeah. keep on tagging all those nonsense you "anonymous" person. at least it'll keep this place alive. and go get a tagboard in ur fake clog too.

Saturday, June 04, 2005

aloo there

heyy.i dun feel bad abt not updating cos ive not been lazy.just tt i dun have time.ill spare u guys the cheap stuff abt how the ndp things turned out to be screwed up.ill try to blog abt the rehersals another time k?like summarise all into one.and i hope i can really get into ndp.now i realise i wanna be in it badly n i dun mind the long hours and missing blls and all.seriously.in fact,i WANT to skip blls.yeah.

hmm.arent there some times when u really feel like seeing someone and u kind of "ache" to see someone?those times really suck,especially when the person's nt close to you and u know its not easy to contact the person or see him/her.hmmm.and im staring at the persons photo now.haha.keep on guessing who it is.di wld def know.actually she wont.cos she'd think it's like kk or someone.nope.clue:its a girl.one of our wonderful cousins.k im gg off now.bye