Friday, October 28, 2005

i have no idea what's gg on. my 2nd best friend's pissed with me. she told me to call her. i did. and the first thing she said, " you're such a bastard. you're like the biggest bitch on the face of earth." like wow. thanks la. and uhm. some other stuff are gg on too. like, regarding porashona [=studying] i really dunno what to do. i want di to be here and help me. im glad she replied to my mail, but i cant tell her all these mail e. grrr. anyways, eid's coming. means gg to BD's sooner. supposed to be getting contacts tmr.anyways. im off for now. bb!

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

didds, i realised i nvr really did write you tt dedication i was so excited abt nor did i do up that bottle with the fanciful ribbons and gobstoppers inside n the choc bar. im sorry. ask me why i havent written the dedication. i dunno. or maybe cos like there isnt a time when i can sit down and think of all the things uve done for me or anything. it might sound cheesey but really. everytime i think im excited and ill finally write u the overdue dedication, my mind goes blank. youve really done qt a lotta stuff without maybe realising it.
every single person in my life does make a difference. even if i hate them. without my enemies, id hv no one to bitch abt and laugh abt it. its strange. sometimes u just sit down n you can go on smiling for hours[k, maybe not hours. just sometime] thinking abt stuff tt happened to you before. sometimes memories are worth more than pictures. tt so doesnt sound like me. it sounds like im gg all emotional and shit. wtv
was watching my super sweet 16. ughhh. the girls are so lucky. screw them. lucky bitches. so many pple turned up at their party, they had this magician guy and they made this really cool entrance. u see, there was a stage, and the magician was up there. there were cardboard figures of the girls and like the magician put them in a box and 'abracadabra'ed and the real girls came out. so cool. and they came down frm the stage after posing for photos etc. thn their frens wished them n hugged them etc. and then each of them had the spotlight on them at a time. one sand with a band up on stage, one did a tango and the other wore this uhm... weird costume. it was cool. and their dad surprised them by hiring sugarcult. yeah. he paid 40,000 for tt! but unlike the episode tt bhaiya watched, the girls were normal. not super bitches. they just complained a lot. each of them had nicknames -wet blanket, the jealous one n the cocky one. cool. i wld like a bday like that. it wld be fun! but im contented enuff with my life ((:
didds wld be gg to bd soon. will be alone again. imi apu wld be busier now. nvm. ill manage. the net plus orkut plus studies shld keep me very busy. my frens are always there rite?? hope so. but u know whatt. you know what?! you know what. ai yahhh. i cant tell you. i can, but not here. im off. bye

Monday, October 17, 2005

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all rite. attention all the libra women, the rawkers of the world. this is some forwarded mail, and im publishing it here cos im too lazy to uhm forward. some of the things the mail has really applies to me. quite amazing eh? ill colour them so pple reading this will get to know me better. like they wld want to...

Women And Their Zodiac Characteristics
LIBRA - WOMEN
If you were born between September 23rd and October 23rd, you are a Libra - Woman.

Physical Appearance:
Of all the signs, Libra has the maximum share of beautiful women. You are tall with a proportional body. Your limbs are slender but strong. You are attractive, graceful and courteous.
Mental Attitude :
You are a levelheaded person. With your fruitful imagination[acc to sindhuja, its overactive imagination] and intellectual capacity you successfully win over the hearts[when???]. On the negative side, you are a nagger. You may have negative thoughts and often this may leads to strong depressions.
General Nature :
You posses some supreme power[i nvr knew. thanks for informing me ((:] in yourself. Use it for some constructive purpose.
Libran's have a spiritual bent of mind. Quite close to peace and harmony. Evade getting into unnecessary troubles. Never intend to hurt the feelings[really? i do the opp. heh] of others and therefore, is famous in the group.
Trading is the natural vocation for you. You will earn lots of money and fame & will play in profits.
You are quite lazy [typo error. they meant extremely lazy] in your life and believe in one sided relationship, where you become a loser [vioelnt objections!] and people at the next door gains.
Health:
Libran females do not have a well-developed immunity system. Infectious of various kinds will trouble you through out the life. Kidneys, lever and uterus are some of the weak areas for Libra born.
Money :
Due to very good business sense you will play in profits. Your needs will also be substantially more than ordinary females. So you will earn and spend it as well. Will be able to make some valuable assets in your life time.
Romance and Sex Life:
You are of a cheerful and adjustable nature [guess so]. You will dress very well [thanks!] and will give a lot of the heed to perfumes you use and the surroundings you are in. This makes you very attractive to the opposite sex.
Libra women are experts in conversation and you like to talk a lot [very true!] . You can talk effectively about anything under the sun. The idea of romance in your mind includes a lot of talking.
You have a very strong need of company of the opposite sex [ i would like saying that its the other way round] . Hence, you will be prepared to be a bit out of way to get the man which pleases your eye.
You are full of romantic blues therefore, fail to see the real qualities initially and may repent later on.
Either you are a sincere lover who will marry the same guy whom you have liked too or your parents might have chosen. Or you are fun loving changeable lover [its boring to stick to one!] -who will try to trap every male that suits your eye. As it is very difficult for males to resist you, you may have number of short affairs. [as long as it includes pappy, im fine]
Small of the back and buttocks are the hot spots for you. [kayyy]
Marriage:
Your deep desire for companionship may lead in early marriage [ i dont want tt!]. In your home life, you will tend to be very nice and peace loving [tts enough! i cant tolerate so much flattering]. You can create a home which is glamorous and at the same time comfortable.
You are tactful, thus, you wont let any inter-personnal tension in your family. You are always successful in keeping your surroundings happy and cheerful.
You can plan the finances of your house in such a manner that all have enough and you can save too, especially for short trips to beautiful places.
Ideal Match:
Leo, Gemini and Aquarius [okay! oh no!!! virgo??!] born are best suitable for you.
Caution:
You spend beyond from your means on luxuries things and thus, may face financial problems later on. You cherish pleasure in your life, and this may also ruin [thanks ah] you in the long run.
You may develop an attitude where you covet other's to go out of their ways and help you. While you are never prepared to take any pains. This can lead to problems with all whom you deal with and may cause frustration and depressions to you.
Lucky Days, Numbers And Colors :
Sunday, Monday, Wednesday & Saturday [used to be a good day. note the use of past tense] are lucky days for you. Your lucky numbers are:- 1, 2, 4 and 7. And lucky color's are:- White, Red & Orange. [thanks]
Recommended Gemstones:
Blue Sapphire and Diamond [wonderful! but i like rubies better. nvm, diamond isnt bad] are the lucky gemstones for you. The gem that you wear should have a vibrant aura and should never been used before. The weight of the gemstone shall be decided as per your body weight and age.

Thursday, October 06, 2005

my chio red wallet

i dunno why i put tt as the title of my entry, but heck.
anyways, updates:
bhaiya's coming back!!! YAYYYY!!
had geography paper today
ive been using the computer so much tt ive got a bruise on my wrist cos of holding onto the mouse for too long
346 scraps on orkut as of the time im typing this!
roja has begun
we are gg to bd after all! woo hoooo
ive got a really nice red kameez, which is my bday present but im using it for eid
ive got physics n geog 1 the day after my bday
and most important of all!!!
MY BIRTHDAY'S IN 3 DAYS!!
yayy! im so excited.
lets talk abt my geog paper. i swear i was so screwed. only last nite i realised i suck at rivers. so i thought id memorise plate tectonics and other stuff first and leave rivers for the later on. cos usually i stay up so i thought id memorise rivers then. mistake no 2. stupid me. i kept sleeping n waking up every hour n thn sitting on my bed scratching my mosquito bites and feeling my forehead. btw, i think ive got dengue, hv got thousands of mosquito bites n my forehead feels really warm most of the time. wtv. but anyway, i thank bean for the crash course. i went to sch n ordered her to give me a crash course of alluvial flood wtv n leevees. and they asked us to draw a diagram on tt! so i cld.
sheesh. i dont think ive ever written so untidily n so much in 2 hours. 8pages, 16 sides. handwriting was usual sized, just messier. friggin idiots. so many diagrams to draw, so little time. arghhh. and some inconsiderate seniors were making so much noise. annoying.
hmmm. bhaiya had gone to brunei. nt to hv fun. but for ns. but it is quite fun. nt at time when ure doing those activities but when u come back n think abt it. like, really, obs was fun!
i wldnt mind gg again. carrying tt ugly smelly backpack, nt bathing after waking dunno how many km. canoeing n finding fish in our canoes. getting fibreglass on my thighs. thn tt stupid place where we stayed the second day. so dark n really creepy. n i was so stupid, actually smart too, to a certain extent. i took the place at the opening side of the tent. so like i kept thinking a dog wld come sniff me. oh ya!! my rotting wild boar! hehhh. the last day, when we were all rejoicing abt gg home. n the barnacles. eeee! and the super dirty water bottles. and the 'A' "engraved" on the cap of my bottle. stupid chicken boasted so much tt she'd make a story outta it. she cldnt. nanny nanny poo poo.
amar na kalke chem paper ase. and ami akhon online.
damn sleepy lehhh. eee! tt so singaporean. so many unfair issues ase ei gadha marka desh e. kintu shoitan desh like ultapalta law set kore rakhse. kisu korle shoitan ra sue kore. gadha desh. kono din e bhalo hobe na.
i think this is enough for a day. i shall go off now n learn the uses of metals. ta da pple[with a slight scottish(thanks ruch!) accent tho i cant imitate. u know, the art attack guy]

WELCOME BACK BHAIYA! -if ure reading this :)