Saturday, June 17, 2006

sorry about my previous post. it started off on a really bitchy note, but thats how ive been since wedesday. when im pissed with someone, i tend to take it out on everyone. which is a realld bad thing i admit. which is why i concluded that i hv to marry a guy who's an only child/has no sisters. eee. no choices left. tho someone fits this "qualities" perfectly ((: okkkay. something actually made me smile. i havent cried so much in 2 days for a long time and it feels good and bad as well to cry.

alrite, let me go back to that original form. theyre all having fun. really. bbq tonite, and obv thats fun. whether it bbqing or eating, its just fun when the fun people are there. which is prob why they decided not to bother when i didnt go. shaheen mama called. and i didnt even bother saying hello. i dont want to. piece of shit. this sucks. dysfunctional family. family supposedly stands for 'father and mother i love u'. MY ASS! then my spelling of family is actually fomihu. im so pissed. other normal people, even who do badly and hv concerned parents, dont get this kind of treatment.
it all started cos i went out one bloody day during the whole of the fucked up june hols. i went out one day! and its not like i didnt study at all. wednesday-3am was the brazil match. so i stayed up till 3 doing physics-moments. then i watched the match. slept/smsed during half time. then i watched the second half. match ended at abt 5 if im not wrong. anyway, i stayed up another 40 mins doing emath. then i cldnt take it any longer and fell asleep. woke up at 0915. bathed. had breakfast while studying. then i completed emath and did some geog n chem before i actually started getting ready to go out. so i left at 1245[15 mins after the actual time i was supposed to leave] and came back at 1745. 5 hours aint a lot when 3/2 hours or so was spent on travelling. then i came back and studied again okay. for an hour. went to shayonis place for dinner after maghrib. and came back n studied. and the bastard was fucking pissed. screw eveyrone. and now shes shouting again. FUCK.

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