screw the whatever i had planned to write about. im REALLY pissed now. extremely. my uncles and aunties and whoever might claim they care about me. but if they really did, they wldnt have taken/hired the chalet this year when theyve been planning it for the past 2 years and not talked about it at all this year. disappointed. screwed up, really. everyone is going, except me mum and dad. which just simply means this weekends gonna be seriously fucked up. cos neither of us are on talking terms since the one day in the whole of june hols that i went out. fuck. mum and i talk, but its minimal. and when they talk, its basically screaming. im sick of this. i really really hate myself. i was pretty smart in primary sch and i just get dumber day by day. dad also said that last yr. that people get smarter day by day, when they learn newer things. and i am just a hopeless case. piece of turd. and cos of me, my mum also cant go. ughhhhhh. can some stupid drunk driver come knock me down while im on the road. shall jaywalk more often. but then again, i havent done enough good deeds to get me into heaven. dhurr. life can be such a beach and bitch. di said she has a feeling ill do really well for olevels. thank you. Allah jeno tumar feeling ke shotti kore. but no, it wont happen. i know it. i screw up majopr exams. except tt after comign to sec3, i mess up everything. major exams are no exception. once again, piece of u know what. enough whining! thats the only thing im good at. and being mean. grrr.
england. finally won. 2-0. yayy. against trinindad and tobego. finally they scored their own goals. the commentator was saying that too. i realised lampard looks lke he's got no eyes. theyre too dug inside, you know. but he's still goodlooking. but KAKA reigns. kaka is cute! boyish good, no great, looks! saved a couple of pics of him. i hope to find more. in addition, he's the one who led brazil to their 1-0 win against uhm croatia. yeah. so i want a kaka jersey. fake! a shirt for 75 plus is way too much. but obv football fanatics wont think that way. i shant go into that cos it might spark off another misunderstandings and over the past 2 days, there has already been a no of them and i really dont fancy more.
dono samjhe nahin thi, woh jo hone lagaa tha. random line, from pyaar ki ek kahani. krrish is out in theatres alr. is it kkrish of krrish? dunno. same thing. ughhhhh. im still angry [refer to my first paragraph]
i love orkut! even tho hem hasnt scrapped.okay, i know no one believes its hem. frankly, i wont either if any of my friends told me they know hem thru a friend community. cos anyone can create an account n blah blah. u know. but. ooof. i dont feel like explaining. my visions blurred again. yeah, guess.
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