Hark when The Princess Speaks.: May 2005

Saturday, May 28, 2005

hmmm.i know i shld be updating my blog but i cant really be bothered to.i shall nt write abt obs now.if u wanna read,i recomment ruch's blog.
sighhh.im nt gonna whone abt my results cos what's done has been done n i cannot do anything abt what has been done.but i can surely do smthg abt what cld be done.shall really mug more than ~~Arid~~ and do well.or try to.but i dunno how im gonna manage my ugly time.
sighhh.from now till 9aug,i have 41choir practises in total.as in the ndp ones n school ones.want to see the timing and days?wait.ill go get the ugly schedule.

28thmay-choir in sch-0800 to 1230
30thmay-choir in sch-0800 to 1730
31stmay-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300[shld be]
2ndjune-choir reharsal
6thjune-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
8thjune-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
9thjune-choir in sch-1000 to 1630
10th june-choir in sch-1000 to 1630
13th june-choir in sch-0900 to 1200
14th june-choir in sch-0900 to 1200
18th june-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
25th june-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
2nd july-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
9th july-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
16th july-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
25th july-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
30th july-ndp preview-1000 to 2300
6th aug-choir reharsal-1000 to 2300
9th aug-ndp-1000 to 2300

k.there's only 19 here.but choir sessions in sch starts when school reopens in the ~~THIRD~~ term.yup.and so we r practising on saturdays.and ill get to miss bangla school.yayyy!yes,YAY!i remember one month ago,when i saw tt ndp reharsals might be on saturdays n i might hv to miss blls,i was disappointed.really sad.cos yeah.u know why.but now i dun give a dman anymore.and im serious.really serious.cos i dun care abt him anymore.its nt tt i gave up or smthg.i just cant be bothered abt stuff/people who turn out to be such a disappointment and so dud.dud as in.dud check.like.nvm.forget it.oh ya.blls is closed for one whole month!yayyyy!how fun!

and today,or rather,yesterday had been a good day.two of my "favourite" people went off to different countries.good riddance.peace!

you know i shld be sleepign early.but sometime i find di more interesting and fun than sleep.but when i wake up in the morning,i regret.anyways,im gonna rejuvenate my other blog,so check tt out too.just as soon as i put a tagboard in,thn ill advertise my blog to my frens.

i had a kinder bueno today.feel so guilty but i really wanted some chocolate.oh well.jibone ki ar ase?

and im sad to say tt kk's birthday did not go well for me nor di.but nvm.as long as it was fine for me.

and ~~third~~ sent some jokes.actually,only two la.but i think his jokes are funny.well,everyone did laugh when i told them the joke.and don't worry.im nt diverting back to him.

the first joke:i saw you walking down the street.you were looking so divine.your confident poise and attractive face caught my attention.i just simply stared at you,and a song came into my mind: who let the dogs out?[well.by right,it shld be who let the dog out.no.who let the ~~bitch~~ out?but i still think its nice.to understand the next joke,you need to know bangla.anyways,ill translate it in case some non bengali person stumbles upon my blog]

recall our first meeting?i was on the train.seated at a seat beside the window.the window was open n i was just looking arnd.u just came up to me all of a sudden.our eyes met n i looked deeply into yours.but you said "Allah was-te dui ta taka den".[well.the last part means,like respect Allah and give me 2takas(bangladesh currency).so its like the joke implies tt ure a beggar la.pretty cool huh?]

so i guess what di said is right.tt ~~third~~'s the kind who'd always keep me happy.nvm.its kk,and tts final.

k la.guess i better go to sleep or chat properly with di at least.nitez peeps.see ya later alligator.picked tt up frm bean.pretty cute.k la.the end.byeee

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

happy birthday!!!!

before i type anything else,here's a big

happy birthday!!!

to the one who's turning 15 today!many many happy returns of the day!hope ur day/life goes along smoothly and may Allah give you all tt u wish for[unless if its nt me]

ok.wrote the main thing tt i wanted to write so im more at ease now.doesnt matter whether i write the rest or not.ok.so my obs story.ill try to include every single detail for my di and brother.they've already heard enough abt my obs stories but i wanna put it down here so tt i can recall everything when im older n turn back to my blog.

day 1:
basically all the admin crap.like they introduced our instructors to us,then took a ferry to camp 2[camp 1 is the main obs place.where the leadership pple stayed]thn in camp 2,we took on different roles in out watch[team]i was a day i/c.like thruur he 5 days,there'd be a new day i/c each day.this person wld suck up to the instructor for the day.so i was the day i/c for day 2.more abt tt later.so after selectiong roles,we distributed our dry rations which were supposed to be our breakfast and lunch for the nest 5 days.thn we stuffed them into the obs backpacks which they gave[which smelt worse than some fat ass's BO]so its like the bread tt they gave became squashed then already.wld u like to imagine the state of it in another 4 days or so?yup.so we sorted out all these.we did only onen activity on day 1.belay drill.it was a height activity,where u're simply supposed to climb a pole.it wasnt even scary at all.the main purpose of tt activity was to see whether we cld belay.i felt bad for aisyah[she belayed me]anyways,for belaying,we had to wear a harness n it looked damn gross cos like.k nvm.some things r better left unsaid.oooo.i sound so i dunno.different?ok.besides tt,we learnt how to pitch a tent.a real tent,mind u.where uve got to use the cotton twine/nylon string.its damn annoying to pitch tents cos u only use it for the night then uve got to pack it again n all.n we cooked by the seashore.cld watch the sunset.damn nice!
hmm.then we ate n all and had loads of leftover which we had to bury in the sand.so its like at night,when we were sleeping[or trying to] a lot of dogs and bitches[as in the dogs,nt us crescentians] were fighting over the buried food.n poor ~~yohanna~~ had to get out of the tent then cos her nose was runny and all.so scary.both of us were the only awake ones in our tent.i thought tt i shld follow her,but was too scared.sorry.so tts the end of day 1.

day 2
the kayaking day.woke up early.folded our tents n met ju[our instructor] and practised our rowing n all.on land and sea.then b4 we set off for camp 1,it was like cat1.so we had to sit in the shelter.for an hr or so.n it was past lunch time n i didnt hv breakfast either.so i was really starving.so we got one watch to give us a packet of biscuits.one one biscuit for lunch tt day.anyways,after cat 1 cleared off,we set off for camp1.btw,~~ruch~~ was in my watch.so we were on the same kayak.had fun la.k.nt exactly.she was really trying to take control.i wanted to tell her to shut up,but decided i shld just follow cos i got into a lot of trouble b4.n i dun think i need any more bitching.and all these cos they thought i spammed.my ass la!anyways,back to obs.so while we were kayaking,a fish got into our kayak.at the front.and we kept kayaking off course.so annoying.ugh!then after we reached camp1,i realised i had trouble walking.cos i got fibreglass in my arms n legs n they hurt alot.
anyways,then we bathed[yes,bathed!i did bathe.piece of info to everyone who believed the person who said i didnt bathe!]n got ready for rockclimbing.climbed till 9 metres.thn was too tired and also cos i cldnt find any other knob to hold onto.so i gave up and requested to be brought down.and was.then ju had to leave n my buddy grp instructor,iskander,took over.he's damn nice.funny and like cool.so we followed him n he kept ordering me to do this and tt.who cares.nt like i did them all.
the staying place for tt night was the scariest.im nt gonna tell u abt it now cos im freaking out.

[but di and i are chatting abt kk.so i guess i,feeling good.and i also opened kks picture.ahaha.this day is dedicated to him]

day 3
trekking.one word to describe it.HORRIBLE.

anyways,im gonna continue my obs stories another day k?illc ome back to the prresent now.

got backmarks.doing so horrible.in fact,i dun even wanna talk abt it.anyways,wehn we reached the mrt station,there was little boy with his parents.omg!he was HANDSOME!if this guy was my age,i swear i wld've fallen for him.so handsome.and hes only abt 4 or smthg.brown hair,clear grey eyes and he was dressed so coolly.ughhhh.handsomeee!he's gonna hv so many admirers.god.seriously running out of better-than-average looking guys n sg.dun u think so?

so i was reading xiaxue's blog.very interestng u know.but too bad i dun hv too much time or i wldve read every thing.[in honour of kk,di n i are putting kks pic as our dps.ahaha.nt like i dun hv it every other day.]

acca,i think i wanna go off now.sry.and bye.and nitez.and liverpool will win the match,dun wry.nitezzzzoff to dreamland where i dream of .....

Saturday, May 21, 2005

heyy there

im back from obs.and i promise to put every single detail abt obs in here.but not today.extremely tired.but i wld update la.just had to edit something abt my last post.i really realised i wanted to n so i did.took out something.which i now realise tt i wanted to take out since a long time cos i do nt give a damn abt it anymore.

*p.s[to di]: stil feel smthg when i hear o o jaane jaana

Saturday, May 14, 2005

interesting

heyy.thought this might be interesting.something from kabalarians.com

Description of Your First Name of: Ridi
Although the name Ridi creates idealism and the urge to help others, we emphasize that it limits your versatility and scope, tuning you to technical details. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and elimination system.
Your name of Ridi creates a desire to be of service to others, but its practicality and attention to detail restrict spontaneity. This name creates much frustration, nervous tension, and personal unhappiness because you are not able to realize your ambitions and ideals. You desire your life to be orderly and systematized and you keep your surroundings neat and tidy, but others often see you as fussy over little things. You are a patient person and you will work hard one step at a time to accomplish your endeavours. You tend to be thorough in building a solid foundation of fact and logic, but are not inclined to pursue inspirational or creative expression as in music or the arts.

Description of Your First Name of: ~~Rihab~~
Although the name ~~Rihab~~ creates the urge to be creative and original, we emphasize that it causes procrastination, lack of confidence, and the inability to realize your goals and ambitions. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, and tension or accidents to the head.
Your name of ~~Rihab~~ gives you the ability to be creative along practical lines of endeavour. Your ideas can be very original and inventive. You enjoy being with people in a social environment. Your personal appearance is important to you, for you desire to make a good impression on others. Your pleasant manner attracts people to you with their problems and you are capable of offering practical advice, though you would probably not follow such advice yourself. This name causes you to be somewhat too concerned with the personalities, problems, and activities of other people.

Description of Your First Name of: ~~Shoaib~~
Although the name ~~Shoaib~~ creates an interest in the deeper aspects of life, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the heart, lungs, bronchial area, and nervous system.
Your first name of ~~Shoaib~~ has given you a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and you are at the most creative when inspired. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds very quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. You feel and sense much that you do not fully understand and cannot express. Your delight in mystery could draw you into occult studies or religions.

tts abt it i guess.im sry to the pple whose names i looked for.but i had a reason.luckily they wnt ever find out.and even if they do,what cld they do to me?eat me up?horrible cannibals.wanted to update my blog.but i think i wld rather ogle at john now.sry.feeling lazy

Thursday, May 12, 2005

i promised i wld be back and i am.i wld write abt the other stuff i mentioned in my previous entry before gg on to write about my feelings towards some stuff which i heard today.and abt other random stuff.i.e,if i dont doze off by then.ok.the things which i gotta write abt.

2nd thing:bus trip

haha.was fun.my true identity exposed!!we took 61 back from buggs cos i was supposed to goo to di's house[yes.my date]thn like ok la.got on the bus then we plugged in our ~~dicks~~man into our ears and were just looking outside for hot guys.ohhh!!!rewind back.i was trying to get into the bus cool-ly.thn my shoelace was untied.so its like i stumbled into the ugly bus and there was this cute guy at the front and he saw me stumbling in.but the guy wasnt exactly cute.too goody-two-shoes for me.like di said,'i like messy guys.'as in nt the goody-two-shoes,but messily cute.forgot he terms.ok.so press the forward button again.so we were looking outside for gdlooking guys.saw a couple.thn we arrived at the busstop behind queensway shopping centre.hmmm...3 guys frm ~~bhavans intl~~ boarded.when they were boarding,i asked didi,"how do they look?" and she said "nt so good.like ~~pinky~~".ok la.so they boarded.typical indian at first.tts what i thought.thn since it was a bendy bus,they came to tt circular place to stand.muaahaha!!! thn the tallest guy suddenly caughtmy attention.he was cute la.like typical chehra.but i dunno.maybe cos he reminded me of the bangladeshi guys.thn they went in front to sit down.since there were 3 of them,2 of the better looking ones sat on those seats tt faced the back,and the other one on the normal seat.yup.so convenient for me right?those pple were also crooks.iccha kore,cos they knew they were being checked out.poor di didnt exactly hv a gd time cos they were too young for her.but dun wry,i didnt flirt or anything.just looked.thn got caught red-handed checking them out qt a few times.nvm.nt like they cld do anything.nth else besides tt la.

on to the THIRD thing:

meeting ~~ankon~~ online

haha.as those pple who read my blog know,my display picture on msn is ~~ankon~~'s picture.so anyways,on monday,me di and z were chatting.and all of a sudden,di msgs on msn saying he's onlineeee!wahhh!the "hurahuri"!!!i had to likequickly change my dp and all n msn happened to screw up just then.anyways,managed to change it in time in the end.just before he msged.so yup.duh i was happy to see him online.after ages.then got many photos of him now.so happy.and his baby pictures too!!!woo hoo!and he's handsome now.

i wld prob divert back to him,but i'm nt gonna let ~~arid~~ think im a loser or something.but someone's really nice.like he was so friendly the very first time we met online,and he didnt even hv any idea of who i was.thought he'd be pissed when i add him,but instead he was super nice.~~arid~~,on the other hand,seemed like a sarcastic idiot or smthg.like he already knows who i am,as in,he didnt know my emailadd,btu he knows im z's fren.nvm.im not gg back to him.YET.

4th fake thing: the surprise
i can't exactly remember what the fake surprise was supposed to be about.sry.

anyways,di told me smthg tt one of my own relatives had to say abt me.and it really did hurt a lot.at first i didnt gice a damn.but thn at home,when i thought abt it,i started crying.like.fine.i know im a slacker and all.BUT HELLO?ARE YOU GUYS BLIND???!PROB ARE.i agree tt i did slack a lot when these pple stayed with me last yr,but c'mon.if u do seem to fakely care so much abt me[and i mean FAKELY]thn why didnt u object when i said i dun wanna go to school on tt day?u had the power to do tt.but u didnt.thn what abt u guys being responsible for me wakig up in the morning?instead,ill wake up on my own at 5.15,thn do all the shit myself.and u only brought me to the freaking bus-stop for 10days.after tt i always wenton my own.and u thought u did a huge favour for me by taking care of me.im nt sure as to what i gotta say abt this,but i think it wldve preety much been the same if i was alone at home.so difference.oh!!!difference:nvm.cant say it here.ill appear too much of a ~~bitch~~.i think i shld stop here abt these pple cos yeah.im already crying.

lets look on the brighter side.ive got my cousin and my brother behind me al the time,unless i do smthg horribly wrong.just happened to pop into my brother's blog again.n i re-read one of his entries which i really like.abt him thrashing up the spammer on said all those awful stuff abt me on ~~sharmeen~~'s blog.i know who u are,but you do not know tt i know.try anything funny,and ure so dead.obv tt person wont be reading this.but before she tries another one of her stupid pranks,she shld think twice.no.more than tt.but ~~prasanthi~~ is nice to me face-to-face,but so mean behind my back.what does she have against me?i didnt see any reason why she had to say those stuff abt me,cos i didnt do anything to her.i just hate ~~adnaan~~,but tt doesnt give her any reason to be so mean.and bhaiyas also very nice.like he knows all,but behaves as though he's so innocent and blur.i dunno if he reads this.he says he knows a lot abt me.he prob does.i mean,yeah.he wld.but there's some stuff i wanna tell him but like dunno how to.im not sure whether he knows abt all these,so i wanna inform him cos i hope he doesnt get into trouble.and ~~she's~~ VERY PRETTY.when i compliment someone,it is a real compliment.cos its rare tt i ever compliment someone.so anyways,my brother and i communicate thru di.how cheap right.so ill prob tell di to tell him to delet those stuff or put them in a seperdate folder,away from dad's reach.

wanted to write abt some other things too.but i guess this is long enough for the time being.yup.some other time.besides,i need sleep.getting headaches too often now,and panadols are harmful if taken everyday.they do damage to ur kidneys.but its just tension headaches,no need to worry.nitez pple.tc!!!will try to update tmr if i can.

john abraham is EXTREMELY hot.just too good.

didi and i were drooling over him at wont-tell-you time of the night.di wasnt drooling much,but i was absolutely lost in him!!!yucks.sounds not right.but u know what i mean.john's hotness redefined!!

okok.the end for todayyy!bye.nitez,decided not to waste my time n energy writing abt tt loserish freak/jerk who added me on friendster.nitezzzzz~!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

muahahaha!!!

i feel good!at least i dont feel guilty abt being online.exams are over!!!but somehow i dont feel good.leke pehla pehla pyaar**k.stop singing.
i said ill hv a longggggg entry right?ok.ill try.lemme list out the things i wanna write abt.

buggs and how fun it was
and yes!the bus trip
meeting ~~ankon~~ online!!![and our reactions]
a surprise.not exactly.but yeah.just read on k?

first thing:buggs

translated:bugis.cos when u type out bugis in smses,it comesout as buggs.so anyways,met my date on the train frm blue valley bus station[redhill mrt station.try to make sense of the attempted joke]so frm then on,ur lameness n laughing for no reason began.we hv so much fun together,and today's date was very fun.and we havent gone out for ages,so todays date felt gr8!didn't it?haha.thn we ate at seoul garden.it was like damn cheap.cos we arrived at buggs at what ten plus,and the dokan pats werent open yet.so we had to fakely look at those cart-like shops which sell earrings.thn had this ice cream.the gelatin icecream or whatever its called.qt nice.though we had a bad combo.ferrero and vanilla.but the ferrero was like badami.as in the taste.like nutty taste.get it?so after having icecream,we walked arnd more,in an attempt to mke more space.but its like we were already feeling tired[yes.just shows how unfit we are]anyways,at 1140,we gave up and went to taiwan plateau[seoul garden].we thought we'd be the first customers but luckily there was this ugly guy who was there before us.he was alone!poor guy.anyways,my date and i ended up getting the table beside him.thn we were thinking abt how pple can like eat alone outside.like besides it being loserish,its like ....i dunno how to explain.anyways,stupid idiotic lame-ass jokes when we were eating.but i dun think i wanna share them here,cos some are pretty ~~sick~~

acca ok.i wanan end off here for now.dun wry.ill be coming online later and updating.yup.ill try to.if im not too busy chatting.~~sighhh.thought ankon might be coming online.shit.am i reverting back?~~

Sunday, May 08, 2005

matha gandha

my frequency of headaches has increased.and so has the number of panadols i take.dunno how many i take a day cos of the horrible headaches.i've become a drug addict.get it?cos panadol's a drug.
ahaha.cheap
let me proclaim some stuff.
i love di and my brother.
they can be such nice sweet caring pple.and theyre so nice.im nt good with adjectives so i really hv no idea how to explain it.just popped into bhaiya's blog.hahaha.he thoughti read his blog.nope i dont.i pop into it like once a month oor so but half the time dun understand what he writes abt.tts the problem.his english is too good for me.like,he's the english pro[and also in all other subjects] and im like...i guess you know.
anyways,im damn pissed.stupid ~~moshoor~~ er mother.she's a ~~bitch~~.hasnt learnt her lesson.her stupid son shle be kicked out of blls.u know what she said abt me?she called up my bangla teacher and was like, "kabir bhai er meye kibhabe 3rd highest pai ar amar chele ato kharap korse?" thn she demanded to know who marked the paper and all.so stupid.like screw her.obv i did better cos i worked hard n also hv wonderful braincells inherited frm my parents.with parents like u guys,ur son wld nvr do well.im sry.tt was bad.but really.look at their mentality!hmph!
anyways,i know my blog a longgggg entry after exams.do not wry.after all the papers,i wld write a longgggg entry,with details of what happened every day last wk.btw,important discovery.analyse the word "saaqi' carefully. CAREFULLY.ok.a clue. SAaQI.look at s and a.or rather,a and s.then q and i.or,i and q.get it?keep on thinking!hahahaa.damn funkAy.nvr realised tt.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

saddd

im sad.why?just cos my cousin who leaves in bd didnt leave offliners for me in yahoo though she came online yesterday.a 'kemon acho' wld do too.oh well.i can't do anything if they choose nt to remember me.i get so emotional by the slightest thing.but sometimes some stuff really do hurt.but i can't say it here.bye.gotta study.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

another quiz

yup.once again im bored.so another quiz.no idea why some words are in all caps.k thn.the long-awaited quiz...

do you BELIEVE IN LOVE? guess so
do you have a gf/bf? it's for me to know and for you to guess
do you want one? maybe.yup.
do you SMOKE? no
have you ever TRIED SMOKING? nope
do you DRINK? duh i drink.a saaqi after all
WHAT/WHERE/WHEN DO YOU DRINK? why do you need to know so much?
do you CUT (SELF MUTILATION)? no!i may be a nutcase but i'm not insane
WHAT/WHERE/WHEN DO YOU CUT? saw the answer to the previous ques?
do you DO WELL IN YOUR STUDIES? can i choose not to answer?
do you like your PARENTS? yup.no.i LOVE them.
have you ever FAILED A SUBJECT? heh.yup.this yr only.
have you ever KISSED ON THE FIRST DATE? "don't kiss and tell" -one of the rules for dating.
have you GONE BUNJEE JUMPING? nope. no guts
have you been to a ROCK CONCERT? does the michael jackson one count?
have you ever SPENT MORE THEN 100DOLLARS ON SOMEONE ELSE? not tt generous.
have you GOTTEN INTO SERIOUS TROUBLE INSCHOOL? define serious pls
are you a GEEK OR ONE OF THE POPULARKIND? popular!!!haha.
are you ANTI-SOCIAL OR A SOCIAL BUTTERFLY? anti-social!
are you INTO FOLLOWING THE LATESTTRENDS? i set the trends
are you SERIOUS or FUNNY? funny most of the times.act,its more of LAME
what SONG did you last listen to? sun suniyo,frm musafir
what was the LAST THING YOU ATE? doritos chips
what was the LAST WEBSITE YOU WENT TO? the wheel of fortune site
what was the LAST SMS YOU RECEIVED? the one where di said "im nt imi appu".cos i sent her the wrong msg.
what was the LAST THING YOU WROTE? 'msg.'
what was your LAST ANNOYANCE? rather nt disclose it here
what do you THINK OF THIS SURVEY? pretty cool.better than yesterdays.no.boths ok.i need to waste time anyway

k.tts abt it.anyways,i hv things to write abt.but after exams.btw,mum n khalamoni gg to bd.sighhhh

ugly cheap quiz

i have no idea whatsoever why i pasted this whole junk here.maybe im bored.oh well.nvm.

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? sarah bte. kabir
2. WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? i'm wearing a blue skirt.so yea
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? nothing.was listening to songs
4. WHAT ARE THE LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR PHONE NUMBER? 7312[you can just ask directly if you need my number =p]
WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK ? water
6.IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? blue.or maybe black
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW? it's an unearthly hour so i can't see the freakin' weather
8. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED To? my mom.chatting with di now
9. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?i don't notice only one thing.but the first wld be looks or smile
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS? yup!
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY? kinda depressed actually.and def stressed!!!
12. FAVORITE DRINK NON ALCOHOLIC? ~~cock~~
13. FAVORITE DRINK, ALCOHOLIC? i have tried one.but won't call it my fav.so no ans
14. FAVORITE SPORTS? cricket!!!
15. HAIR Color? black with purple highlights...what do u think?
16. EYE COLOR? brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? no
18. SIBLINGS AND THEIR AGES? 1 bro, 19+
19. FAVORITE FOODS? too many
20. WHO WOULD YOU SAY IS YOUR HERO ? er.in what way?
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? black.excellent movie!
22.FAVOURITE DAY? friday and saturday!
23. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT? yes.but it isnt as though pple wld wanna go out with me
24.SCARY MOVIES OR COMEDY? comedy
25. HAPPY ENDINGS OR SAD ? somewhere in the middle.happy endings are too fake.n hindi movies nvr have sad endings
26. SUMMER OR WINTER? winter
27. HUGS OR KISSES? i don't think i mind getting both
28. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS ? relationships
29. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? choco
[30-32:irrelevant]
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING ? a retarded one
34. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD ? some sg telecom shit
35. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? u mean bored game?i dont play board games anyway
36. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT? danced and some other shitty stuff.stayed awake.admired someone'sm picture
37. FAVORITE SMELL? the stuff you hate + some nice smelling perfumes
38. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING ?ahaha.can i nt reveal tt here?
39. FAVORITE T.V. SHOW ? show?nt cartoon?hmm.laguna beach is damn funaky.i like stephen!
40. WHO DID U GET THIS FROM?? the shit in the toilet.what do you think?

aahahahaa.k.tts all bye pple.nt gg to school again!

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

pissed

ugh.im like damn pissed off now.so the tension has come back again la.just cos im nt as good as you and i failed so many subs in the last common tests.ugh.im really really pissed.in fact,after i heard it,i cld almost cry.in fact,i did cry a little.i know im nt as gd as you and what nt.but you know these kinda stuff will eventually get to me,and think abt how i might feel when i hear it.i might be stupid-er.but ive got feelings too right?im nt gonna say tt ill prove you guys wrong by doing well cos sekali i cant do well thn its gonna be worse cos everyone will be like,"what do u do when you study?dont u concentrate?".and they wld also go on to say more hurtful things which really do hurt.ugh.im very very pissed.im looked down upon.and ...nvm.some stuff are still nt apprpriate to be said here.the end.i just wanted to say this and im done.so tts all.bye

Monday, May 02, 2005

physicssss

alooohaaaa!!yupyup.im happy.why?just studied physics.i didnt think i wld ever say this.but physics rawks!really.physis is damn interesting.it's almost as gd as geography.so i guess chem is the least interesting.but i hv most interest in chem.screwed.n i do badly in phy.nvm.frm now on,i shall focus slightly more on physics so i can do well in it too.there are so many things u can know by learnign phy.how n why of things.really cool.now i wld recommend all juniors to take physics.eeee.i sound like a nerd.gg on and on abt phy.anyways,now i hv ~~third's~~ hp number,~~kangkong's~~ picture and also ~~arid's~~ picture in sssh.can't tell.but i have them!!!haha.u shld see the personal msg of mt msn nick.such a ****.no.im sweet.just confused[as quoted by didi].

bhaiya's nt home yet.i wonder if ....he shld.hes nt badlooking.i suspect cos he's been gg out a lot lately n comes back really late at night.n he looks very happy n satisfied when he returns.oh well.im happy for him if he's happy.midyrs officially start this wk.yay!

there are so many things i wanna write abt.today i was smiling away during tuition.there are some things/moments which ull always remember n suddenly smile cos its just special in some way right?yeah well.i was thinking abt all those.like

when ~~arid~~suddenly entered the scene at the iebv function
how i felt when i saw ~~third~~ in bd
when i first saw ~~kangkong~~ online n we chatted
how i used to come online last yr when didi tells me either ~~third~~ or ~~kangkong~~ was online
how i grin like an idiot when someone passes by my class in blls

what else ah?i know there's a lot but can't think of anything right nw.then there's also the thing on how tisha n i used to spy on p.squared's gang from the 4-tala chaad when we used to go there so didi cld.ok.shaddup.ahaha.its 0031hrs now.bangla school picnic tmr.as in today.im gg.u may say its a waste of time.but its not as though i wld be waking up at 8 to study.so i might as well go.thn i can enjoy myself a little b4 coming home n mugging like mad.n i prob wld be more awake after returning.yup.

yesterday i went to blls.such a waste ot time yesterday.but later on was damn funny in class.when teacher had to leave for a while and the ugly guys started their jokes.damn funny.but MEAN.n when i say mean.u know what i mean.ahaha.mean and mean.get it?

anyways,ive decided to introduce a new section into my blog.its like something new everyday.like some extra info.shit la.i had thought of a perfect "name" for the section but i forgot now.anyways,its really late and i gotta go.and also bhaiya's back.so.the end for today.bye.nitezzzz

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